....Love in all forms

I don't wanna stop for undestanding. I want to understand issues while dancing, running, talking, feeling, living for my life... Today, while in a certain flow that absorbed me for the entire day I become to see the changes of my loving process. I love differently... I love more small things, I started giving love and appreciation for people I hardly know. What about Shogun Vali? What about Emanuel Levinas? What about the walls that stand in front of showing emotions... What about them...? I guess you changed. I promise I'll try keeping up with you.

He're something you wrote in 14.07.2004, after graduating highshool ... do you see teh difference?

Speranta


Isi imagina Universul dorindu-l,
Iubindu-l ,
Ceruit cu gheata rece si cruda
Taindu-l,


Iubita ii implinea dorintele nerostite
Prin albul oglinzii.
In visul trist traia povestea altcuiva,
Necunescutul de mult nu mai zambea.


Pasiunea sa ajunse cu timpul absurda
Hei, tu din mine!
Poate a trait prea devreme experienta,
Durerii de a ingadui viata.


S-ar mai fi scaladat el oare prin apele cifrei magine
Daca n-ar fi fost trist?
Ce-i el fara ea, ce-i ea fara el?
Dar in aceeasi ecuatie?


Flamenco in ochi fierbinti, in trupuri calde,
Dansati valsul vietii!

Calatorie catre mine

In fata paginilor ofilite,

De-un galben intelept -

Ma joc de-a fi eu insami

Am intalnire cu abstractul.

El vorbeste intr-un dialect dureros

S-a lui simfonie ma framanta...

Caci sangele lui poarta coduri secrete

Misterul meu, al tau, al lui!

S-as vrea sa-l prind, sa-l tin

Poate sa ti-l daruiesc intr-o toamna.

Dar mi-am pierdut in zbor mainile

Si tot restul corpului mi l-am pierdut.

Cert ca nu-mi mai simt

Decat o enorma masa de vointa

Si dispretul amintirii zilei de maine

Mutilanta masian de tesut destine.

Intruso, ti-e teama de acest taram!

Dar ce ciudata-i dezmierdarea ce te-ncearca

Si ce placuta mangaierea unitatilor

Pierduta te simti sub mazga nestiintei...

In noaptea aceasta nimic mai mult